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So school has once again started up for another year of great fun. Wow, I must say this year is going to be insanely difficult! So much homework all the time and let me just say I loathe Chemistry with a passion. 2 weeks in and I already have a D+... hey I'm happy I have a plus somewhere in my grade. My audition is coming up in about 3 weeks and I'm so nervous because there's going to be so much competition. I already have a couple of monologues lined up and I'm just trying to focus on getting a feel for them. I also have my other drama scene that is being performed on Monday... I still have yet to learn all of my lines. I went today and picked up my costume... a beautiful red dress for my DIVA of a character. Okay not much more is to be said than that... I must continue on with my Algebra 2 homework! Take care for now lovers!

25th-Aug-2005 11:08 am - Slow down you crazy child <3
Well the last couple days have been crazy. So many wonderful memories and I'm happy I really lived it up this Summer. I'm so sad though since school is starting next week and it's back to the same old fake people, and the same old pointless work that will never help us later on in life. Sometimes you just want to be around new people and the people at school each year are all the same people... school is so robotic and bland to me. Anyways... back to Summer... it was amazing this year and I'm so greatful I had such a wonderful time! Anyways, not much else to say other than that.

♥ always and forever.
31st-Jul-2005 09:39 am - You have bewitched me heart and soul.
Okay is anyone else really excited to see Pride and Prejudice? I for one cannot wait to see this movie. I'm currently reading the book and I love it lots. The trailer looks sooo good and I can't wait to go see this! Another movie I really want to see is RENT of course. Both of these movies I will be seeing multiple times!

Okay, anyways on my life. Well let me just say it's been complicated... very complicated. So many hard decisions and fear of being hurt, etc. I just cross my fingers and hope for the best! Anyways, that's all for my little update on life.

Peace and love bitches ♥
22nd-Jul-2005 10:36 pm - Drink up baby doll...
It's weird how i function. I can love things for a long time yet I'm confused about so many things... things that I change my mind about down to the minute. Especially involving love... why can't I just allow things to happen... I always end up pushing it away. It's weird because I've done it all my life almost... I have plenty of friends both guy and girl but once a guy asks for something more I shut down and put up a wall. I'm so weird.

Anyways, everything has been crazy lately. I've been busy constantly... it's nice getting out of this house and watching and experiencing life. I must say I'm finally putting myself out there... a scary yet unbelievable feeling.
21st-Jul-2005 12:39 am - Garden State
I abso-fuckin-lutly love this movie! The music is great, the story is awesome, I just looooove it so much! This movie is simply B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L! ♥

Some of my FAVE quotes from this movie!

Andrew Largeman: Let's just talk about good stuff.
Sam: Good stuff?
Andrew Largeman: Yeah. Glass half full shit. What do you got?
Sam: I got a little buzz. I got that.
Sam: What you got?
Andrew Largeman: I got a little buzz going
Andrew Largeman: and I like you.
[Sam, embarassed, giggles]
Andrew Largeman: So there's that. I guess I have that.
Sam: I can tap-dance. You wanna see me tap-dance?
Andrew Largeman: I would love to see you tap-dance.

Andrew Largeman: You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone.
Sam: I still feel at home in my house.
Andrew Largeman: You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this rite of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for you kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place.

Karl Benson: Hey man, I thought you killed yourself.
Andrew Largeman: What?
Karl Benson: I thought you killed yourself. That wasn't you?
Andrew Largeman: No, no, tha-that wasn't me.

Andrew Largeman: We may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be, but, for for the first time let's just allow ourselves to be whatever it is that we are.

Sam: That's life. If nothing else, its life. It's real, and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have.
27th-Jun-2005 09:58 pm - My favorite Celebs!
1. Jessica Lange
2. Natalie Portman
3. Anthony Hopkins
4. Ben Kinglsey
5. Scarlett Johansson
6. Sienna Miller
7. Jake Gyllenhaal
8. Joan Allen
9. Adam Sandler
10. Alison Lohman
11. Steve Martin
12. Sarah Jessica Parker
13. Audrey Hepburn
14. Ryan Gosling
15. Rachel McAdams
16. Evan Rachel Wood
17. Will Ferrall
18. Natasha Richardson
19. Liam Neeson
20. Mary-Kate Olsen
21. Ashley Olsen
22. Kate Moss
23. Jim Carrey
24. Laura Dern
25. John Corbett
26. Gregory Peck
27. Ben Stiller
28. Cate Blanchett
29. Kate Hudson
30. Bill Murray
31. Hilary Swank
32. Kevin Kline
33. Kevin Spacey
34. Laura Linney
35. Keira Knightley
20th-Jun-2005 09:21 pm - Be Be Your Love
f I could take you away
Pretend I was queen
What would you say?
Would you think I'm unreal?
'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel
Everybody's talking how I can't be your love
But I want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I can't be your love
But I want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Want to be your everything
Everything's falling, and I am included in that
Oh, how I try to be just okay
Yeah, but all I ever really wanted was a little piece of you
Everybody's talking how I can't be your love
But I want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Everything will be alright if you just stay the night
Please, sir, don't you walk away
Everybody's talking how I can't be your love
But I want to be your love
Want to be your love for real

That song = LOOOOVE.
19th-Jun-2005 06:26 pm - SUMMER!
28th-May-2005 01:31 pm - Walking away ...
Well, about the friend problems.... I walked away from them and I realized that it will be okay. To anyone who is having friend problems.... it WILL be okay... and it's okay to walk away and stand up for yourself. It's a great feeling... really.

Last night was fun, I had dance rehearsal then went to the mall with some friends! I loved the exercise... and no more food for me today! I already ate way to much. Right now I'm listening to Phantom of the Opera soundtrack... I bought it last night and I love it!! Tomorrow I'm hanging out with a friend then Sunday I'm working on a project and then going to the movies with a friend... so I'm going to be fairly busy.

I got my car! It's beautiful and I love it lots. It's weird knowing that I finally have my own car... it's great!!

23rd-May-2005 06:12 pm(no subject)
Why must there always be a problem in life? Lately I've been having so many friend problems... it's insane. I just keep taking it and taking it and I don't know what to do anymore. It's amazing how cruel, oblivious, or selfish people can be at times. It blows my mind when I think about it.

Anyways on Wednesday I'm going to pick up my new lovely car. I can't wait to finally get to see it in person! I also got a call for an interview today, I'm still waiting for the lady to call me back to schedule it. Hopefully I will get the job... first thing I'm buying is the Phantom of the Opera soundtrack.

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