Wow, so my life is going to be crazy this next week. I've got a TON of homework combined with a lot of projects and tests. Not to mention the play is going up this next week and we aren't nearly ready still. I'm so nervous because I memorized my lines but everytime we run thru scenes I just screw up all over the place.
Also theres the family issue. My mother just makes me feel horrible about myself. It makes me just wonder if I give anything good to the world or to her life. I know I'm not perfect but I can at least admit that I'm flawed... she won't ever admit that she is wrong. It makes me sad. Every single day we get into a fight and everytime I leave school I just think what it would be like to actually go back to a home that appriciated me or thought I was a good person. I know I sound whiny and shit but it's honestly how I feel and I'm just screaming inside hoping someone... somewhere... will finally hear me.